The Secret of Krelm

It's Wednesday and about 1045 and I'm suddenly feeling logy as I begin to type. I had a plan to move on but suddenly, suddenly, suddenly, I'm overcome with an insane urge to add adverbs to everything I type. Oh, please help save me from the dreaded Rampant Adverbalistic Mania. Aaaaahhhhhhh! (With a kind of short 'a' sound, instead of the short 'o' sound you usually associate with a long exclamation. Do you see what I'm getting at here?)


So the disassembly and reverse engineering of a portion of my life in underway. I'm still waiting for a reply from Carlota re the books but yesterday I went into the inner workings and cogs and wheels of 1and1 to put a stop on the auto-renewal of Somebodyowesmeanapology.com, it will end in February (next month for those of you reading this in the distant future.)

I just went to the site to check it again. It was a good effort. It's not hurting anybody, it just costs me money to keep it up and there are other things I'd rather do.

What are those things? you ask. Well since you've shown obvious interest, I'm serious about wanting to get better at painting. My original idea of blasting onto the general art scene with spiffo-boffo and never-before-seen art may have been a bit ambitious, even for me. So instead, I plan on plodding along and blodging through the mud and corruption of formative artistic entrails until I reach a place that is both pleasant and lemon-scented, and in the place, I will dwell and paint and wear bright pastel smocks with matching foreign hats and have fairy cakes and tea from little cups with pictures of baby animals on them. Sounds good, doesn't it? I think so too. And I don't mind if it takes a whole fucking year to get there.

I'm also tinkering around with the idea of putting up a photography site based on a Wordpress template. Can't you see that I long for beauty and expression at this point in my life. These things may be all that survive me.

Until that time, I'll try to write and blog and meditate and look at other people's art to try to see what they see. Eventually, I'll get ahead of where I am now and that will be good.

In the meantime, I will try to paint every other day and improve.

Come the spring I will pull out the attachments to the tractor and sell them. I should make a list of what I have and determine the best price to list them at. This will put a few more bucks in my pocket for other things.

In a day or two I will email Bill Johnson and try to get something going to move Neuraxiom on.

More later,

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